No Narcissistic Personality Disorder

How did you get here? Me in my head :Well the obvious route, how else would i have gotten here? My actual response : I took an Uber taxi. Besides its quite easy to locate. No no, i mean how did you arrive at this mental state? She asked again. In my head: I had known Sessions are about Q and A's but damn! Can you ease me into the process? How about what's my name, what I do for a living? How old are my? I know i already filled out the form but it won't hurt to ask me as a way of making me feel comfortable. Isn't that suppose to be part of the process - making me comfortable. Don't worry about wasting  time aunty, i'm the one paying. 'No response' Dr Theresa said interrupting my thought. Hmmm  Okay tell me about your childhood? Me in my head : Just like that, i'm suppose to strip my mind before you. I don't even know if i can trust you. All i know of you is what i read online. Why don't we start with you telling me about yours...

Welcome to my blog. Yay! Before i introduce myself, let me tell you the reason i choose to blog. Recently i was diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD), a very common but difficult to accept mental illness especially in this part of the world...Nigeria. I had suffered rejection so many times in my life and it drove me to attempt suicide twice in one year. I realized there are very few articles on NPD online especially as it relates to our lifestyle and economy here in Nigeria. Besides they are too serious and eventually will advise you see a psychotherapist. I followed their advice and consulted one somewhere in VGC.  Omo! The hole the sessions is putting in my pocket eh, will make one reconsider the whole process. In fact when i was sent the invoice, my initial response was 'never mind, i'll manage my illness the way it is' but on a second thought i decided to give it a shot. Last week, i began my journey to recovery and had my first session...